听Dying in the Sun的时候，突然想到那本书。当时就是被这句话给萌住了。不过事实证明像我这种经常被萌住的人的第一印象。。。呃。。。一般不可靠。。。-________-bbb
After he dies, missing Peter for me is like swimming in the cold spot of the lake: everyone else laughing in the warm water under some too-close summer sun. This is the answer to the question no one asks me.
感觉像是，something hurting that never been said.
像是蚌中的一粒沙，历经时间，再次开合之时，已是一粒晶莹饱满的泪。
知根知底之后
无非是心安的相守，亦或厌倦的离开
就像一个人一样
安于现在的自身，或是告别过去的自己
只是我相信会有这样的人
在安守之时，自身的内核日渐坚定、完善而强大。
待到契机到来之刻，得到蜕变而升华。
被所谓的标准蒙蔽了双眼
在一个错误的方向上一往直前
Again we’ve talked about something serious 
We finally agree on some points to some extent, however, I think I could find a better way for me myself.
There must be some way.
I’m just not sure where the entrance is at this moment .
一个人的强大
不在于你达到了怎样的成就
而在于你所拥有的达到这样成就的能力
一个人走怎样的路
并不重要
重要的是
在行走的过程中
你成为了怎样的人
将想法用严谨的语言表达出来
将语言规范化、系统化
就会带来一个学科的进步
正如牛顿规范化了物理语言，发明了微积分
拉瓦锡规范化了化学语言，发明了元素周期表
所以说
请不要b4符号系统
即使你觉得这样的决定对他好
也不要代替他做决定
因为选择权在他手上
为这个决定负责的人也是他
你要相信一个人的判断力
你要做的只是将事实告诉他
而已
After so much wonder about my nickname,
I was wondering about it, too.
Traced back to the day I named myself, the intent,
I was thinking it over, seriously.
It was the ambition, I eventually realized, which never went away.
The will, under the disguise of my sense, my tried-to-be self, was still calling.
Confronting the inner conflict, the retreat, I was persuading myself back to the ground and to some extent, escaping from the voice inside.
To avoid disappointment, hurt, self-doubt, I was protecting myself as well as denying myself.
Therefore, I’m so grateful that I still TRUELY believe.
There is a will, there is a way.
突然觉得没有办法想象
猫猫、思维姐、ZMC、ZCZ长成大人的样子
就像我无法想像小h同学变老的样子
不过时间是无法阻止的吧
真是让人心碎
令人欣慰的是
小h同学变老的一天，永远也不会来了
真的是
惟有死者永远十八岁
People are generally good.
But if you consider it as a default, you’ll be devoured by frustration.
I’m intent to distrust people, just want to feel truly grateful, instead of complaint and hatred.
After all we’d better not take anything for granted, as well as virtue.